limitations live only in our minds...

a 10year-old egyptian spoke about freedom..

at young age he already knows what he wants, and he knows what he’s talking about..

brave kid.

currently watching CNN news

told myself to not push you away anymore…

and.. i am ready to open my heart…

i did it.. i didn’t pushed you away.. 

but i guess you’re the one who’s pushing me away now..

i don’t understand…

told myself not to let go.. but i don’t want to hold on something that is so unclear…

crush1:

went to a jog after class with classmates… iba-iba kami ng pacing pero may moment na nakasabay ko si former crushie na ngayon eh tropa-tropa na.. wala lang. kasabay lang kame for 5-10mins lang ata..

crush2:

after the jogging.. me and my classmates sat beside the oval.. habang nagpapalipas ng oras, dumaan si former crush #2 at tinanong ako kung sasama ako sa climb bukas.. once in a blue moon ako kausapin o pansinin non kaya medyo tumambling ang puso ko. haha! pero ka-mountaineer ko siya.. ka-org ko siya for almost 4years awready..

crush3:

nun pauwi na kame.. un nasakyan namen na jeep.. nagdun naman si another former crush na naman.. hindi naman super crush.. saktong crush lang. haha! so ayun.. nakasabay namen siya.. ‘twas kinda awkward, i was supposed to greet him kasi isa siya sa magbibigay ng grade sa organization namen.. :D eh mukhang wala siya sa mood.. kaya tiisan kame. pasuplado effect siya. pasuplada effect dn ako… kakapasa ko pa naman ng letter sa kanya last week.. err!

pagbigyan niyo na ako kung tungkol sa crush itong blog na ito.. i really dont want to share this sana kasi medyo parang feeling teenager yata ang dating ko. haha!

wala lang. nakakatuwa kasi na sa isang araw nakita ko un mga dating crush ko… :D

went to DLSU-M to research for our thesis… grabe. ang hirap maghanap ng Online Computer Aided Instruction.

How was our trip?

zombie mode kame ng mga thesis mates ko! mga ang aaga gumising at mga kulang sa tulog.. we ended up not attending our class (230pm) because at 1pm we’re having our lunch pa lang at my thesismate’s home in Pasay.. ppunta sana kame sa condo nun cousin nun thesismate ko, kaso sobrang mga inaantok kame kaya we decided to go home nlng instead…

‘twas still fun though.. natuwa nman ako sa thesismates ko na gumising tlga ng maaga.. yun nga lang.. nagpakiramdaman pa kame :

supposed to be.. our meet up was 7am. and our ETA was 730..

one of my thesis mates was awready in 7-11 ng 6am plng. :D 

me? i honestly doubt it at first. not until he was calling on my phone a lot of times. :D at 6am i was waiting for their text plng. pinapakiramdaman ko kung gising na ba sila o hindi pa.. :D pero i was up at 4am pa lang.. partida 1am ako natulog. har!

my other thesismate, inaasahan niya ng nag-aantay lang ako sakanila. so he was late also.. when i was on the way to 7-11, i saw him waiting for a tric. :))

so ayun.. we ended up leaving Imus at 840am.. 

next spot : UST.

level of motivation : now down to zero..

i’ll let go of it… it will never happen.

bye opportunity… :(

someone asked me about our topic in thesis… I approached her nicely but she was answering like a bit strange to me..

after few questions answered, I realized, she thought we copied their topic, their idea, so I asked her about it(I was aware of the copying thingy because she posted her feelings on FB, I didn’t care not until that moment when she PM’d me) so.. I was right, she thought we copied their topic.. the bottom-line, We did not do what they’re accusing us. and we will never do that to anyone… esp. me, I value my reputation  more than anything else.. 

It kinda upsets me how they (their group) accused us of something we did not do(actually I think its only me because they were referring to a female person, and I am the only girl in the group)..  

How did it happened? my professor thought that our proposed topic was “computer application”, but it was not, ours is “introduction to information technology”… I don’t know why our professor got it wrong. In fact, for the last few weeks of the class (before the Examination Week), I was asking a lot about our topic and our thesis to our professor, even asked for a syllabus(which I fail to get)… so why did she got it wrong? now I’m a bit worried about that. Our approved topic was “introduction to information technology”.. Few weeks from now it’s the deadline for the documentation.. ugh!! 

‘twas really disappointing how they put negative thoughts about me… judging me so easily.. I won’t blame them.. maybe they were just anxious about their thesis.. well, actually, we all are… 

I just never thought they will actually do such thing. I was totally innocent about it.. They(their group) were the nicest to me… She apologized, I told her there’s no one to blame and just forget about it.. and I do mean it. I do understand their emotion, I’m a sensitive person(that explains why)…

I’m a bit shocked at this moment. I never really thought this could happen.. I just wish they were sincere with the apology..

It was just… I don’t know how to explain.. but… they could’ve just confront us earlier, instead of saying bad things and come up with stories, they were cursing and spitting brutal words… it’s not a good thing…

But then again, there’s no one to blame. sh!+ happens right?.. I don’t hate them, am not even mad„ I just don’t like the action done. 

I’m still thankful that she asked me about it, If that didnt happen, I won’t know that it was me they’re talking about…

I don’t hate BTW… and things like this.. I just let it go. I reject the things that won’t help in my betterment. There are a lot of things to give attention to, I’d rather give it to the good ones rather than the bad ones.. 

so yea… forgive & forget. GOOD VIBES EVERYONE!! :)

I did this to let go of the negative thoughts that is running through my mind. This is my way of getting rid of negative emotions and forgetting things… I admit, I am really upset… If I didn’t let go of my emotions, It’ll be in my dreams… and I don’t want that to happen.

Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older 

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without

Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit

Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?

Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday

Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now

Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters

Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

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I fail to accomplish this on time.. my apologies.. I was asleep the whole time yesterday.. :))

day 9:

There are actually a lot of movies that I really love.. watching is like my past-time..

1) The Beach - the movie I can watch over and over again… I love the story.. plus, Leo was such a hottie there.. hah! seen it a lot of times awready (I actually have original VCD copy).. and if someone wants to watch it with me, I’ll still watch it as if its like my first time.. :D

2) The Italian Job - The movie that made me fell in love with Mark.. kiddin! it’s the movie that made me fell for MINI COOPERS! <3 :)) The story was pretty awesome, I actually want to see the original movie (the first Italian Job) i havent seen it yet.. 

day 10:

wow. this is the hardest… hmmm.. maybe i’ll just site this quote Ive read… kinda suits my perspective on life right now.. :]

“Existence precedes and commands Essence.” (J.P. Sartre)